Overall
Overall, I think it's been good. I will admit it wasn't what I expected and it was not as intense as I was afraid it was going to be. I used to take heroic doses of LSD in the 1980s and I used to see the walls breathing, I could swing my arms around and would leave trails of dozens of arms and I would see groups of faces forming in the leaves of trees. Being in a car was too much. The roads would wave and the oncoming traffic would move like a snake. So, we couldn't drive. There were all these other visual distortions and color variations. Soulcybin wasn't anything like that. I started with 100mg and felt nothing and eventually had to take 600mg to even get any kind of experience but even then, all I got was good mental clarity, good focus and good concentration. I then used it to do several different meditations, and these meditations were much more intense with Soulcybin. I also used it to look at the BOTA tarot deck while listening to Mozart, which was absolutely amazing. I then tried some readings with the Robin Wood tarot while under Soulcybin but that gave me horrible nightmares. I then used it to do some ceremonial magic rituals to call angels to me and that was very intense. Then I took some during the full moon at the beach and did a full moon ritual. Soulcybin makes rituals incredible. So, it has intensified my spiritual practices. Still, I didn't get any hallucinations, but that's good in a sense. The only thing unusual that I'm noticing is that the morning after using I keep getting these emotional breakdowns and strong desires to start crying and bawling. Today I was crying a lot and I'm not sure why. Possibly it's a type of healing but I can't say for sure. I got 6 more gummies left. So, I will do it once more and then I have to call it quits for a while and decide if it's something worth continuing or not. Thanks for everything.